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A Troubadour's Lament

by Loz Rabone

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1.
There are days when I feel blessed, there are days when I feel cursed There are days when the lines are way too blurred There are days when I don’t care if I am last or first There are days I feel my heart is about to burst There are days when I believe I just need to persevere But on days with no reprieve, I just need to disappear There are days I feel prepared to take on all my fears But I’m mainly trying to stay ahead of all these years And I’ve been trying to write my name in the ether Feels like trying to carve my name on water But if I can make the best of the worst Of a life so unrehearsed Then I cannot really say If I am blessed or I am cursed And I am only at my best, staying true to what I know But the weight of all the years can start to take its toll I am one and my own self, too different from the rest And it’s always on my mind I must confess And I’ve been trying to write my name in the ether Feels like trying to carve my name on the water But if I can make the best of the worst Of a life so unrehearsed Then who can really say If I am blessed or I am cursed
2.
Meet me on the corner of Brownfield Road Meet me on the corner and let me know how you are Cos lately I’ve been thinking about you Meet me on the corner of Brownfield Road Been feeling that I’ve needed to get to know you again Don’t know where the time went I’d really like to think that I Could teach you all I’ve come to know I’d really like to help you try To find your way along the road That your gonna walk along Meet me on the corner of Brownfield Road We’ll walk around and try and find shelter from the cold Winter that’s coming Savour your sweet naiveté When everything seems to be in your reach Such a beautiful time, but its gone in a moment But if you learn simplicity Time will tell you what you need For you to make your memories The way I wanted them to be Cos they were for you and me And I am sure that I can learn More from you than you from me There are times when I just yearn To see the world the same as you can see So much beauty in purity Meet me on the corner of Brownfield Road I’ll tell you how to learn what you need to know How to hear your own intuition Choose your friends wisely the best you can Always be there just to lend a helping hand We all need to lean on each other Don’t ever think you need to try To be more than who you are Cos you will see from time to time The truth that hides behind the lie So don’t you to believe it Time has a way of taking its toll, so try and grow without growing old Time has a way of taking its toll, so try and grow without growing old Meet me on the corner of Brownfield Road Meet me on the corner of Brownfield Road Meet me on the corner of Brownfield Road
3.
Lazy 04:23
I know that I should be trying to do better To make the most of my time But time is worth much more than money can buy It’s ten past one and the morning’s overrun I got so many things I should do But tell me where you’re gonna be, cos that’s where I wanna be too Cos I just don’t feel that I’m wasting my time If I wanna spend a day or two Easing my mind leave my worries behind And I was hoping that maybe You were feeling lazy too Come September there’s a change in the weather And we feel like getting away I’ll make a reservation and we’ll fly down to San Tropez It would be fun when we’re laying in the sun And I’m playing on my guitar And when night comes we can make sweet love under the stars Cos I just don’t feel that I’m wasting my time If I wanna spend a day or two Easing my mind leave my worries behind And I was hoping that maybe You were feeling lazy too People say to seize the day There are memories to be made But I don’t care what people say My time’s my own but still it slowly slips away So I’ll enjoy this lazy day So I just don’t feel that I’m wasting my time If I wanna spend a day or two Easing my mind leave my worries behind And I was hoping that maybe You were feeling lazy too No I just don’t feel that it’s a waste of my time If I wanna spend a day or two Drinking fine wine leave my worries behind I’m doing nothing today cos I just wanna be lazy with you Lets enjoy the moment cos the moment was made for two (These moments will not wait for you) So if you don’t mind I wanna spend some lazy time with you
4.
The In Crowd 03:37
If I could go back to the beginning then I Might find it was always the same And I don’t find comfort in delusion Some might find that it’s amusing but I don’t wanna play And I find the company of strangers is all That I’m mainly ever around I find I’m a stranger in a strange land Trying to navigate my way around the madness of crowds And I don’t pretend that it’s easy to be too proud But I won’t pretend that I am gonna play along So I can belong in the in crowd I like anonymity in numbers so I Walk by like I’m not really here Its like no one here can get from under The pretence that no one wonders why it’s so insincere And I don’t pretend that it’s easy to be too proud But I won’t pretend that I am gonna play along So I can belong in the in crowd And I don’t pretend that it’s easy to be too proud But I won’t pretend that I am gonna play along So I can belong in the in crowd And I don’t pretend that I know what it’s all about But I won’t pretend that I like who you are So that I can be part of the in crowd So I can be part of the in crowd Don’t wanna be part of the in crowd
5.
I stroll down Western Boulevard and breathe the midnight air The whispering of strangers tell of secrets always shared The music in my head, it plays a solitary tune Telling of a man who finds his way to rack and ruin A story of a fleeting love that ended back in June A longing for the kind of girl I never really knew A morning song is playing from the trees at early dawn To me and just some old stray cat that’s sitting on the lawn I’m thinkin’ ‘bout a life lived in another place and time Where I don’t have to sing the same old tune night after night But if I can find inspiration to tell my Story in a rhyme if you’ve an ear to lend I give to you my troubadour’s lament A second hand mentality will trade the new for old A trick that bears repeating when you’re further down the road But a second hand moves quickly, sweeping everything aside Cos time don’t have a conscience, doesn’t care about your pride Ask anyone who had a dream that set them on their way They’ll all have different stories but the endings stays the same We’ll never get to where we think the road was sure to end The journey is what matters, so please fare thee well my friend And if I can find inspiration to tell my Story in a rhyme if you’ve an ear to lend I give to you my troubadour’s lament The early hours of morning seem to wrap me in their shade Drawing me away from the mistakes that I have made A full moon has descended now and faded from my view Memories swirl around my head of things I wish were true I’m living cheap and easy but my rent is overdue Its closing time here at the famous old last chance saloon I think I got here yesterday, I’m guessing around noon I may just have to leave before too soon But if I can find inspiration to tell my Story in a rhyme I hope its time well spent Cos this is what I do to try and get by I need a new song that can be my Story in a rhyme, if you’ve an ear to lend I really hope u think that it’s been time well spent I give to you my troubadour’s lament
6.
Got a feeling that you understand how to get what you want And being the kind of man that I am, I keep playing along Though it’s wise to be ruled by my head Try as I might I’m too easily led It doesn’t matter what I try and decide Cos I know its in my nature that I’m A slave to my heart’s desire A slave to my heart’s desire A slave to my heart’s desire I got a feeling that you really like me in the palm of your hand And I know that I should bid you goodnight, but I don’t think that I can And I know I’m a fool for it all Cos I can’t turn away when temptation its calling It seems to be the way that I’m wired Cos I know its in my nature that I’m A slave to my heart’s desire A slave to my heart’s desire A slave to my heart’s desire If only I knew how to be wise Its something I’ve been meaning to try But I’m always gonna do What I need to get me through the night The devil on my shoulder don’t care about my mistakes And I’m thinking that he seems to be there with every one that I make And it seems to be the way that I’m wired Cos I know its in my nature that I’m A slave to my heart’s desire A slave to my heart’s desire A slave to my heart’s desire A slave to my heart’s desire
7.
Sleepwalking 04:15
I can’t hold on to what’s not in my hands I can’t make sense of what I just don’t understand How can I rest now with my restless mind How can I get to a place that I just cannot find Sometimes it feels like I’m not really here I can’t make sense of my senses cos they’re not so clear And I fear that I’m slipping away Nobody sees me and nobody hears what I say Can it be that I’ve been sleepwalking all the time? In my mind it’s my reality Might be fine if I just drift along with the tide I’m in free fall I’m just sleepwalking by I’ve tried to follow the footprints in snow No sense of time and no sense of where I’m going Not knowing how I can find my way home May be I’m finding the footprints are only my own Can it be that I’ve been sleepwalking all the time? In my mind it’s my reality Might be fine if I just drift along with the tide I’m in free fall I’m just sleepwalking by Its so unpleasing To get the feeling There is no meaning That I can Hold on to What can I do I have to admit what I think may be true I just don’t understand why I still feel like I do Am I alone if I am dreaming? And who is everyone else Not sure what I believe in And reasoning doesn’t make much sense Never a day goes by when I don’t think to myself What’s really going on inside my head? So many conversations I’m having with myself I’m in free fall I’m Sleepwalking again
8.
If I Could 03:21
Perfect motion, open mind’s eye Found my chosen potion, mind wide Ocean size Strange and secret always beautiful Soul free, only easy Yes I would If I could Doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo Doo Smiling, sleeping, believe in miracles Don’t try to find meaning Free myself Doo doo doo doo doo….. Weightless, timeless, I wish always Clear as morning, dawning Each day to day Doo doo doo doo doo….
9.
Time runs slow, lonesome as I go One more show, keep moving along Time runs slow, lonesome as I go Far from home, my lonesome song The road is my only companion She is with me through the darkest hours Make my way in the time that time allows I’m looking for a new direction But it doesn’t come easily The future’s never what you think it used to be I keep playing this losing game I keep finding that the rules have changed I may be different but I’m always gonna stay the same Time runs slow, lonesome as I go One more show, keep moving along Two lives in a lifetime I’ve been looking for higher ground I keep losing my wings and falling back down Too much of a lifetime Looking for the rainbow’s end I keep losing my way and starting again To get ahead I have to lose a lot I can’t pretend to be what I am not Can only try and do the best with what I’ve got Time runs slow, lonesome as I go One more show, keep moving along Laid so low, lonesome as I go One last show, my lonesome song My lonesome song My lonesome song My lonesome song My lonesome song
10.
Candlelit photographs Peace in the aftermath Of a wounded soul and a grief stricken mind Candlelit photographs A posthumous autograph A need for a connection that’s floating in time A void that defines you A space that confines you Cos there is nowhere else that you can find An end or beginning Or any real meaning That can ever start to give you peace of mind Candlelit photographs A ritual and epitaph A space for lost souls to ever entwine Candlelit photographs Questions forever asked But never with an answer you can find Photos in candlelight A space between twilight Where memories seem to flicker in your soul Reflections of a light That seemed to burn so bright A bitter sweet dance in the afterglow Candlelit photographs A ritual and epitaph A space for lost souls forever entwined Candlelit photographs Questions forever asked But never with an answer you can find Candlelit photographs Peace in the aftermath Of a wounded soul, and a grief stricken mind Candlelit photographs Questions forever asked But I guess it’s been that way for all of tim
11.
Rose Tinted 04:06
Me and my friends used to go out at the weekend We’d drink and laugh and put the world to rights And for a while it seemed like I had all the answers But now I know how it goes And though I knew that nothing ever lasts forever It still seemed everything would always stay the same But looking back on what my heart and soul were searching for Well I don’t think that it’s me who ever changed No I don’t think that I ever really changed But is the way that I remember it The way it really used to be Or are my rose tinted memories playing tricks on me Sometimes I think it would be nice if I could go back A time that I have lived and I have known But it could be that my heart is just deceiving my mind And I don’t know if I would go Is the way that I remember it The way it really used to be Or are my rose tinted memories playing tricks on me Is the way that I remember it Just how I really want it to be Are my rose tinted memories playing tricks on me Are my rose tinted memories really what I need?
12.
Time runs slow, lonesome as I go One more show, keep moving along The road is my only companion She is with me through the darkest hours Time runs slow, lonesome as I go One more show, keep moving along

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released July 13, 2022

All Songs written and produced by Loz Rabone. Artwork by Steph Everall stephaneverall@gmail.com

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Loz Rabone Birmingham, UK

Loz Rabone is a singer guitarist based in Birmingham in the UK. He has written and produced 3 albums and a 4 track EP. he is currently working on his next album.

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